pressure

so, this whole blog thing intrigues me. i can't figure out how to work it into my life. yes, i write posts...in a notebook, intending to post it on here asap. by the time i realize that i have a blog waiting to be typed and posted, it's too late. i'm not in the same mood as i was when i originally wrote it. and yes, that makes a difference. all the difference in the world. if i'm depressed or sad one afternoon and i write this wonderful blog expressing precisely what i'm feeling and i have every intention of posting it in the vast unknown of the world wide web...then i get home and suddenly i feel pretty, witty and gay, i have no desire to describe to the world my deepest, darkest feelings. i mean...really!

so now the pressure is on. my brother recently acquired a blog and i see him typing, typing, typing all the time. why must a feel this pressure to post a blog? i mean, i don't do it, i don't do it, right? who cares whether i have 7 or 3,967 posts...no one reads this thing anyway. so, no one's counting and no one cares...or DO you??? so this is a desperate post...must blog, must blog, must blog! blog zombie (wow, i'm lame, lol!)

in more recent and probably more interesting news, my toe nails are painted pink. not princess pink...hot, hot, HAWT pink! and i mean HHHHHOTTTTT! like i see steam coming off of my cute, little toesies!

louisa's hoody is hangin on the wood rocker...i miss her bunches and bunches and she hasn't even been on the plane for 2 hours! i need to clean the spare room...it's a mess. i have a feeling that our dorm in college will never, ever be clean, lol! how silly we are. i have like 10 cans of mountain dew upstairs that i will have to drink by myself now that louisa is gone. since you should never drink alone, does anyone want to come and share? just wondering! even if you live in brazil...that would be better than drinking all of that pop all by my little old lonesome!

i finished my lunch, so now i must take some dirty laundry downstairs and then go clean that horrid room. so, good bye to all of you beautiful people!