momma

In a speech during his campaign, president elect barak obama was trying to defend his views on abortion. He stated that he didn’t want his daughters “punished with a baby.” I’m sure that obama didn’t intend to offend anyone, even though he usually does offend pro life people whenever he opens his mouth about abortion. However, I’m sure that he didn’t mean to offend anyone in the way that he offended me. In fact, he offended anyone who was born out of wedlock, or in and “inconvenient situation”. I was born 10 months before my parents got married, and in these 10 months my mom took care of me while also working full time and taking full time college classes. This was a very inconvenient situation for her. Does that mean that I was a punishment? Yah, I mean, being called a punishment just makes me fell warm and fuzzy all over. I feel absolutely dandy! Really great for my self esteem, you know what I mean? you know, I really don’t show very much appreciation for my mommy. We argue all of the time, which is probably a typical parent-teen relationship. I feel uncomfortable telling her that I love her, but I don’t understand why. I love and appreciate her so much. She made such a strong, difficult decision in keeping me, and, frankly, I’m really glad to be here. She and I have clashed quite a few times, and I admit, she has been very hard on me at times (of course, I don’t help anything by getting angry), but all the same, I can never forget the sacrifices that she made for me. So, I’ll say it now, even though you probably won’t read this…I LOVE YOU, MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!