final post

well, i know that i haven't posted on here in quite some time, but that is because i got a new blog!
visit me at http://baileyyfrancess111.tumblr.com/
i update it much more frequently too :)

well, i have very many random things to discuss today. all are relevant, but not at all related except for the fact that they are all occuring in my life.

1) boifriend. yes. jonathan david anderson. he is my homeslice, and i very much adore him. he and i have been friends since december, and have been dating for a month. he is a very dear friend and i love talking to him for hours and hours on end. we have many wonderful things planned for the future...not details like marriage, of course, but various activities (zoo, picnic, camping, etc) that we would like to do together. also, we are planning on running away to scandinavia. yes. with our sons, benton and brentford (a stuffed dog and a stuffed bear........)

2) miami. this is my dream college, and quite possibly where i will be going. we'll see what God decides but i don't want to go anywhere else. i am currently waiting on my financial aid letter from them so that i know how much cash they shall give me. then i will work, work, work on outside scholarships. and i do mean work. like, this is my dream, and i want to do anything to achieve it.

3) graduation. less than two months away. oh. my. goodness. EXCITEMENT! my graduation party will be the day of (may 30). yayyayyayyayyay!!!

4) work. after a series of rather difficult events, i have come to hate one of my co-workers (yes, i really DO hate someone). i desperately want to quit, and i will begin looking for an alternative when i have an opportunity. i know that by summer i will be gone. at least i hope to God i will be gone.

SIX DAYS!!!

i'm not doing a very good job of keeping my resolutions. specifically the ones involving journaling and blogging. nope, not happening. well, i guess this will count, despite the fact that it's just a stupid post, all about my inabilities to communicate with an invisible audience. ah well. that is my life. all complaining, no acting. hehe.

1984. that is the topic of the project that i'm supposed to be working on at this time. nope, that's not happening either. we have to do chapters one and two. i have had the ideas of interpretive dancing and making a huge journal. for some odd reason, my partner dislikes the idea of the interpretive dance. i was quite excited about the part of the chapter where he fixes his neighbor's sink. just a thought.

i was called a hippie today. brava! i was going of on people who conform. the person who called me a hippie was also the child who was experiencing sock lust over my monster's inc socks. =D

9 days til lou comes. i'm SO excited! penguie is also very excited. how nice for my one best friend to be excited to meet my other best friend who he has never ever met before. he is very determined to meet her.

taco bell says hello. and good bye.

i can't wait to document lou's visit. it will be a beautiful thing.

unrealistic expectations...

-after a long day at work and the exhaustivity of the holidays, by far the best ever thing is curling up with sleepytime tea and reading a book
-snuggies are cozy
-despite hate-filled thoughts toward miley cyrus, after hearing "7 things i hate about you" today for the first time, i realized how perfectly her horrid voices sings of sillyface
-"penguie" doesn't give completely wonderful hugs,but i still love him. we are optimistic buddies foreverz!
-i wanna learn ukulele
-waking up at 9 and going to work at 2 makes the day seem super-duper short
-i will see louisa in 15 days =D
-i need to call sillyface to tell him the 7 things i hate/like about him

-mild rant about sillyface:
a) he and i will never logically work
b) unfortunately we are both horribly physically attracted to one another
c) our brains are telling us "no", our bodies are like magnets.............
d) i need to stop liking him because there is no hope.
e) i would much rather like "alpaca", and i do...just whenever anyone mentions sillyface, i start thinking about him and start to be sad.
THE END

-seeing someone read is a completely foreign experience to most people at my place of employment

-new year's resolutions (i will possibly be expanding this list in the near future)
*learn ukulele
*write in journal at least 3 times a week
*blog with every journal entry
*make one more wonderful friend
*see mountains
*become less (openly) boy crazy
*buy an energy drink
*develop a reputation at college
*ask an amazing guy to prom
*listen to more indie music
*attend more concerts!!!

-i'm finally beginning the realize the beauty of my hands (AWKWARD?)
-bluegrass charlie brown music=epic!